Just because I know how badly you want another horse... I'm going to point out that the flu virus is free too....
If you don't want a TB, just say NO. It will be hard, but you need to keep on being patient and find a horse that is a good match to you.
I just really don't want you to go through the same heartbreaking junk that you did before.
Be strong Ginger... The right horse is out there for you. Just my 2¢