Oh and I should mention that I got into horses much in the same way, but at the beginning gave up too easily, got frustrated and thought I was in over my head. I quickly rehomed these horses, thinking we were destined to be a bad fit. After several years of instruction, reading, learning, etc. I realized I never even gave them, or us, a chance. Looking back I now know so many things I could have done differently and wish like heck I still had them. Don't give up! It's worth it and it's such a high feeling when you know you've accomplished something with them and can see a change.