Yes I know this sounds really pathetic but I admit that I am a nervous not so confident rider.
I have been giving Bella work every 3-4 days since I stopped having 2 lessons a week and only have 1 now. However due to some really bad weather I haven't been able to go down and ride her. It has been seven days since I last rode her and I am going down today because she is getting shod. I want to have a ride but I am nervous about it.
However my instructor may not be back from coaching a state team so the Indoor Arena may be free but even if it is I am still cautious about getting on her. Because last time I did I got bucked off and sprained my arm. However I was riding with a friend in an outdoor arena so there were probably quite a few reason for this insident as she spooked before she bucked me off.
Someone will probably say lunge her first lets just clear the fact that I can't because the lunge arena will be underwater from all the rain.
Any suggestion? I need help ASAP.