I havent rode darcy since I got him last april. Its sad I know. I rode him everyday until he came to my house. Reason being is because I don't have a saddle that I can fit in. The only saddle I have is my old saddle I used when I was 7 and well I've grown since then. I've put the small saddle on him amd stood in the stirrup. He acted completely fine with that. But im scared that when I finally get on he's going to throw me off.. ant suggestions on how to calm my nerves and feara of this?