I havent rode darcy since i got him last april. Its sad i know. I rode him everyday until he came to my house. Reason being is because i dont have a saddle that i can fit in. The only saddle i have is my old saddle i used when i was 7 and well ive grown since then. Ive put the small saddle on him amd stood in the stirrup. He acted completely fine with that. But im scared that when i finally get on hes gonna throw me off.. ant suggestions on how to calm my nerves and feara of this?