It's not what was written, it's how it was written. I could have taken things differently than you or anyone meant me too, but still. I feel like a lot of you were too harsh on me. I can take advice from others, which I have, but I don't to if I feel it's written in a mean way. I wasn't thinking anyone would be joking since it's not something to really be able to make jokes out of. I was looking for some advice. It's not like I'm trying with my horse. I care about her and want the best for her. If I was hurting her and she needed professional training, I'd give her up if I knew there was nothing else I could do. I always want the best for her. She's an amazing horse and it wouldn't be hard to find someone else better for her. I've put a lot of work into her by myself. When I got her, she was only halter trained. When we fed her her first meal, she didn't even know how to eat grain. That showed me that I had to do everything with her. I taught her all the groundwork she know like leading extremely well, picking up her feet, etc. I haven't stop trying my best with this horse. I;ll even try to have someone take a video of me riding her so you can see for yourself how she is when I tack her and if she's in pain or not. If someone see's what I haven't, then I won't hesitate to get help for her.