Kitten, not to put too fine of a point on it, but I think the OP is probably very young and has Black Stallion Syndrome.
I noticed they posted on another thread, stating they have a Bashkir Curly. I wonder how many other threads on which they're going to post, stating they also have that particular breed.
I'm beginning to have a niggle of doubt that this person owns even one
horse, much less several.