Thank you so much for the support everyone :)
I do actually know a pretty good trainer, he came to work on Samson's feet a while back, and he said if we ever needed help to give him a call and he would work with him in a roundpen. I don't think its worth breaking a bunch of bones because I wouldnt be doing any riding for a while after breaking bones anyway!
But yeah, I thinks its best that I get more experience on a horse that I trust, and before long i'll get to,
Ill be riding a Paint :) im pretty scared but I will get over my fear, im strong and determined :)
"Running free in a field of dreams...galloping cloud like I've never seen"