Like I said selling her is out of the question. And I do deal with foals and their crazy mothers every day when school comes in. The baby wouldnt be unwanted, and she as wonderful traits about her that I would want to pass on. My bestfriend breaks horses, she's not just a girl who thinks she can do it. And I plan on taking all the horses I get to collage with me. Im going to the equestrian side, so I could board them and work with them everyday. The main resion I wont sell her is because I saved her from an unwanted home. She was my first horse, and I just can't give up on her. She might be to much horse for me, but that dosent matter. I will do what I must to be able to ride her again. I know it might sound like im a dumb butt, but after I came back from the E.R, I went to see her and she just looked at me like she knew what she did and was sorry.
You appear to have Black Stallion Syndrome, with a hint of My Little Pony Delusion.
Your horse was NOT sorry you got hurt. You're anthropomorphizing her and it's going to get you hurt even worse, or dead.
I doubt seriously that you're even of college age, even though you keep stating you're going soon. Your posts are far too young and naive to be those of an almost-adult.
If you're unwilling to see that you're doing this horse NO FAVORS by keeping her, at least have the good sense to not bring a foal into this mess, and find a professional trainer who can actually HELP you with your issues. Your 'best friend' is probably as clueless as you are when it comes to horses with dangerous traits.
And with that, I'm out of this thread. You obviously think you know more than everyone else, so no sense continuing to waste my time.