Ok I need some advice, again, the barn I ride at now, all the stalls are filled, so I can't board there I want a horse so bad! My parents are just like we can't do it now, we can't, that's all they say, but I am leasing a horse now im very very thankful, that I can atleast do that but I've been riding for my whole life, like when I started walking, I've grown up around them and rode english and im now riding western, I have alot of knowladge on horses, and know how to care for them. I talked to my mom about this horse I want (of course I say that about every horse I want :P ) and she says we don't have a place to keep it, , but im trying so hard to prove to her that we can find somewhere, and its not like she doesnt think ill take care of him/her, she just keeps bringing up about the bills. But we almost baught a horse this past x-mas! And we couldnt do it b/c of the vet check , I was so upset, but ever since than I can't get her back out there and make her relize that we cn do it, I have so many plans if we get a horse and alot of options for boarding, but when I tell her she listens but she just tells me the same thing over and over again "We can't do it". But I don't understand how we could have done it then, but not now?
Im so confused and upset........all's I want is my own horse to grow with 2 of my friends already have one, and I get so jealous when I see them ride or talk about them. And I always say to myself why can't I have one, I was so close to getting one and it didnt work, and even my mom said "Well keep looking", and she said she would, but she hasn't yet.
Sorry how long it is