It's kind of an odd question I suppose, but I realized something after my first show this past weekend. I have no clue what my body is doing when I jump. I can tell you exactly where my horse took off at each fence, if he jumped round or flat, and which ones he was on auto pilot and which he was nervous about. What I can't tell to save my life is, where my hands were, my legs were, my hips, etc. I have not a freakin' clue what I look like in the air. I guess it can't be all bad or else I'd be on a horse that is stopping all the time, but does anyone else experience this "jumping blackout"?