After yesterday, I realized that my horse is fine, it's me that's the issue. I have good equitation, and my horse has good form. But my confidence is at zero.
I have no idea what I'm so afraid of, but I have so little confidence that I can hardly jump 18 inches without getting nervous (I have jumped 3' before...).
Anything you guys suggest? I'm fine on the flat, and going over ground poles and cavalettis. It's just jumping that's the problem.