So for ages, I've been struggling with getting left behind or jumping ahead, and not quite being able to get my position. A while ago I finally fixed THAT, but my lower leg completely gave up on me and disappeared... I've attached a couple of pics to show what I mean, there is 2in difference in height between the two fences but my lower leg was MUCH better before I sorted out my upper body. The fence in the white sand arena is the older photo, from months ago now. The oxer is more recent.
I'm not asking for advice, I'm going to trial a working student position with an Olympic rider so if I get that position he will sort me right out - I'm just having a whine. Please no critique, I know what's wrong.