Druydess, I agree - our dreams are what keep us going! And good for you that you finally got your horse. I look forward to having one again, someday.
And Scoope, Amazon
Japan is actually carrying it (I didn't even know that until I checked!); you can order the paperback from them. The link is below. You can probably order from Amazon.com too, but I imagine the shipping would be cheaper from Japan? Sorry, that's the only place I know of in your area... I think it would be unbelievably cool for the book to reach that far :)