So, I figure I will start a journal because I used to always write down what was going on in my life. It always helped to make me feel better and helped me think things through and get a better perspective on them.
I feel like I should start with some background (since other people might end up reading this I suppose it might be helpful) but right now I don't feel up to it. I don't feel up too much. I'm considering skipping my next class and emailing the barn to tell them I won't be in today. I've been feeling crappy for about a month. It had been getting better over the past couple of days and yesterday I felt great. I was hoping that whatever was making me feel crappy had finally passed. Then I woke up this morning and it's as bad as it's ever been. Worse even. A headache has been added to the mix. Luckily I go to the doctors tomorrow.
Now all that's left to worry about is class and riding. I told the BO I would be out to ride today, Wed, and Thurs after missing most of last week. I feel bad emailing again to say I won't be out today but I really don't think I should ride feeling to way I do. But I need to exercise. I've been lazy the past couple of days and haven't done anything. Between riding, my 2 mile bike rides, and my weight training class I had been doing so well. But I've just crapped out the last 2 days. Ironic, considering I was finally feeling good. Skipping class wouldn't be so bad. I could stop by and pick up what I need to do some work at home. I really wish I could skip the rest of this class considering I learned all of this stuff last semester.
Sad that my first entry is about how bad I feel. I hate being sick. We're pretty sure I'm lactose intolerant, which would majorly suck since I drink milk all the time and almost everything I eat has cheese in it. I guess we'll know for sure tomorrow. My background entry will probably be a novel. I tend to write a lot when it's just about me and not any specific thing or to a specific person. So if anyone actually reads all of this I will be impressed.