6/2/12 but really 6/1/12
Guys I had a moment.
You know those times in the film when the protagonist is watching the entire world he knew crumble around him? Sometimes even literally.. buildings crash down and people scream and he stands there stunned at what has become. He begins to think to himself... "How could I have let this happen?" "How did it come to this.." "Why."
Well today I had my own version. I heard things and felt things that caused my walls to tumble down and for me to feel very exposed. I was on the verge of shattering.. when I glanced at my little laptop screen. And there, in the center, is this beautiful creaturewith such happy, serene glow around him. Such soft expression in every feature of his face just munching on some grass; enjoying one of life's simple pleasures. It was Sky, and it shook me to my core.
All of a sudden I felt wrapped up in this warmth like a blanket from deep within. My anger and fear subsided , my tears dried up, and I felt a clear sign of hope. Hope so profound that every negativity I was experiencing.. was gone.
I can't wait to start this new job so I can work on becoming financially and eventually completely independent.
I can do this.
"Strength is the ability to use a muscle without tension"