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post #91 of 1204 Old 05-30-2012, 07:39 AM
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Gosh, I just read that and was nodding to myself through it.
It seems similar to my life (bar some details etc)

You know your an amazing person! I look forward to reading about you sky, reading the great advice you have to give people and how you do it in a kind manner.
I can't say much about the guy thing, I don't trust them have had to much happen for that to be possible and now I wish that I had tried harder to trust certain people, I'm sure one day you will meet someone amazing that understands you and will love you regardless of anything.

My psychologist/best friend/shoulder to cry on is Curly. It sounds like that's who Sky is to you, you are so strong to be able to deal with being away from him as well as you have. 2 years will pass quickly once your job starts and your riding somewhere then you will be reunited and I'm sure you will pick up where you left off, just with more appreciation and love for each other.

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post #92 of 1204 Old 05-30-2012, 07:43 AM Thread Starter
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I can't say much about the guy thing, I don't trust them have had to much happen for that to be possible and now I wish that I had tried harder to trust certain people, I'm sure one day you will meet someone amazing that understands you and will love you regardless of anything.
I know how you feel.. it's certainly painful and I hope we both meet someone that we can trust and feel completely loved by.

Thank you Curly,

Hugs back

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post #93 of 1204 Old 05-30-2012, 07:44 AM
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Anytime, :)
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post #94 of 1204 Old 05-30-2012, 08:25 PM Thread Starter
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I got the job!!!!! :) And not sure when I start but it's my first ever sit down job and I'm making real money that I can store and pay my own bills!! I'm very excited..

I need to stop being lazy and get my room and assignment done though. Lack of motivation really sucks.

I feel pretty today though.. venting really helped me to come to grips with how much I really want to start my own life and made me realize just how much I have to do.

Good news is it's a fulltime gig so I'll have after work and weekends to work on school stuff and have time for myself. I now can figure out where I'll be taking lessons and hopefully it's not too far away (but all are at least 45 mins away.. gah) but that isn't my first priority.

Priority 1: Pay for Sky's stuff
Priority 2: Save the rest
-----Budget what I can spend on Sky and myself. But parents probably want to buy my clothes and stuff (they always want to pay, lol it's odd.)
Priority 3: Finish my degree as soon as possible without rushing through everything.
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post #95 of 1204 Old 05-30-2012, 11:35 PM
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Yay :)
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post #96 of 1204 Old 06-01-2012, 09:24 AM Thread Starter
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6/2/12 but really 6/1/12

Guys I had a moment.

You know those times in the film when the protagonist is watching the entire world he knew crumble around him? Sometimes even literally.. buildings crash down and people scream and he stands there stunned at what has become. He begins to think to himself... "How could I have let this happen?" "How did it come to this.." "Why."

Well today I had my own version. I heard things and felt things that caused my walls to tumble down and for me to feel very exposed. I was on the verge of shattering.. when I glanced at my little laptop screen. And there, in the center, is this beautiful creaturewith such happy, serene glow around him. Such soft expression in every feature of his face just munching on some grass; enjoying one of life's simple pleasures. It was Sky, and it shook me to my core.
All of a sudden I felt wrapped up in this warmth like a blanket from deep within. My anger and fear subsided , my tears dried up, and I felt a clear sign of hope. Hope so profound that every negativity I was experiencing.. was gone.

I can't wait to start this new job so I can work on becoming financially and eventually completely independent.

I can do this.

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post #97 of 1204 Old 06-01-2012, 07:27 PM
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6/2/12 but really 6/1/12

I can't wait to start this new job so I can work on becoming financially and eventually completely independent.

I can do this.
That's the american dream isn't it?

You're a young woman and I'd like to give you some advice.

Save more than you spend.

Use credit wisely, pay cash for every thing you can.

Credit is a trap. Don't step in the trap.

It doesn't matter what, or how much you make. Make sure to pay yourself first.

SAVE, SAVE, SAVE.
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post #98 of 1204 Old 06-01-2012, 07:31 PM Thread Starter
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Yeah gunslinger.. I'm terrified to get a credit card because they cause such problems for people "oh I can just pay it off later" and before they know it.. in HUGE debt.

I will save, thanks.

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post #99 of 1204 Old 06-01-2012, 08:12 PM
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Gunslinger, that's what my parents always tell me.
If you can't afford it yet save until you can.

Sky I'm sure that somehow Sky is watching you, making you feel better you guys have an amazing bond and because of that I'm sure he is sending you his love (as much as possible for a horse anyway!)
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post #100 of 1204 Old 06-06-2012, 10:53 PM Thread Starter
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Everything is quiet over here and Sky has been enjoying summer so far.

Nothing really to update!

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