Glad you realized you don't have heart in that degree. If it were up to me, I would drop it and do what you want. I hated university, could not (still can not) afford the outrageous tuition and loans, hated the atmosphere and the well-to-do "philosopher" students and the whole if Academia. So, what did I do? Drop out and move across the country with $200 dollars in my pocket and Faith.
Now, obviously I don't advocate putting yourself in poverty, all but burning bridges with your family and everyone you know, and moving somewhere you have never even visited, BUT I do humbly suggest you do something. Also, remember we are not the feelings we have. Just like when we are at school and see someone we don't like, we can acknowledge that they are in the room, but we don't have to have a conversation with them. Same with ill feelings or those pesky racing thoughts that make us doubt and feel bad. We can say yeah okay they are there, but we don't have to entertain the thoughts or manifest the feelings! (Examine your posture when you feel sad; you might notice you are slouching, looking down [which means we are in internal dialogue with ourselves], and maybe even frowning - now try sitting up straight, looking upwards, and maybe not smiling, but also not looking like you lost your new puppy - It is amazing the difference you will notice!)
I have loved reading this thread and following your path. My family moved a LOT as well, under bad circumstances (foreclosure, eviction, had to sell my horses for rent money, etc), and it wasn't until I started doing things for myself (ie dropped university) that I started feeling happy again. Chin up, girly! You are strong and resilient! Soon you will be surprised at how small this part of your life seemed in comparison to the big picture. :)
You can always pm me if you want to vent, chat, etc. Ears are open!
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