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post #381 of 1060 Old 09-02-2013, 12:56 AM Thread Starter
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URGHHHH this isn't getting better guys


I had the potential to have a great weekend.

Saturday started out OK but went to crap after the facts I mentioned. Then Sunday I was feeling really down. Lovely man was working so I got all dressed up with the idea of us hanging out.. which didn't pan out.

Then he was texting me/FBing me a lot, but then things got weird and we stopped talking.

Then I woke up today at 10am after sleeping since 8pm my time last night. Just woke up not feeling very well.

Had a huge panic attack and ended up not going to this event I was planning on going to. Everything went wrong from car not having gas to people forgetting to pick me up, or the fact I LOST my glasses so now I can't drive :/ Then being upset and crying initially to having my mom yell at me and criticize me = not a happy camper today at all.

Then cue Lovely Man to be all weird again.

Can I just... be done with men?! PLEASE let them all leave me alone.... or at least stop being weird.

And I really can't wait till I move out. I just.. I just emailed my school and asked them about leaving their program because I am just so close to exploding with stress that I haven't been able to get ANYTHING done this term. All I had was to finish 2 certs and I failed my test by 1 question, which is still disappointing because I spent so many months studying and revising.. missing out on life and crying because I suck.

I rather deal with the consequences than put myself through that again.

"Strength is the ability to use a muscle without tension"

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post #382 of 1060 Old 09-02-2013, 01:29 AM
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BOO. :(



Things with lovely man: weird how? Like awkward flirty or irritated/angry? Could he be having feelings he just doesn't know how to deal with which are turning into this weirdness?

If it makes you feel any better, when Gentleman Friend and I were at camp together, we would hang out like two peas in a pod for a week or two. We'd basically be inseparable during that time. THEN, for no apparent reason, he would just stop talking to me and pretty much act like I didn't exist. He'd talk to me if I talked to him but it would be stilted "yep"/"nope"-type answers. I'd ignore him 'back' for about a week [as in, I was nice but gave him his space] and, voila, he'd be back to 'normal' - my camp-bestie again.
I still have no clue why that happened but I can only guess that there were extenuating circumstances and that it wasn't an "I hate Emily"-issue [though it 100% felt like one!!].

Hrmph. Me and Lacey are going to come hunt down Lovely Man AND that Jerk Friend of his. We'll talk some sense into Lovely Man and kick Jerk Friend's butt into the next millennium!!
And then we're both going to come give you some hugs and bake you things with frosting.
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post #383 of 1060 Old 09-02-2013, 01:48 AM Thread Starter
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Hrmph. Me and Lacey are going to come hunt down Lovely Man AND that Jerk Friend of his. We'll talk some sense into Lovely Man and kick Jerk Friend's butt into the next millennium!!
And then we're both going to come give you some hugs and bake you things with frosting.
This made me smile, thank you Emily <3

Weird as in... he'll go from being awesome to just being plain creepy or taking the teasing me a bit too far to where it's almost like he's criticizing me. Yet when I hang with him, it's awesome and he's all smiles and not too bizarre.

Just... urgh. URGHHHH!!!!!!!
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post #384 of 1060 Old 09-04-2013, 04:40 PM Thread Starter
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Okay so I went to the optomotrist yesterday and ordered some newwwww glasses and sunnies. Aaaaaand they gave me temporary 30 day contacts so that I can see!!!!

SO COOL

So these will be my ticket for the next 3 weeks until my glasses come in.

I had a falling out with Lovely Man, so we haven't spoken in 3 days. That doesn't seem like a lot to people until you factor in that he was making an effort to talk to me almost every day

:/

Hoping this isn't the end, as he is a lovely person and I really liked when we were friends still!

I have a plan on how to apologize but I'm a little nervous about going through with it.

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I'm always nervous apologizing to someone I care about too. But it always feels better once you do! Even if it's not necessarily your fault, getting the worry that it might be "your fault" off your chest is good.
Keep us posted!! <3

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I'm always nervous apologizing to someone I care about too. But it always feels better once you do! Even if it's not necessarily your fault, getting the worry that it might be "your fault" off your chest is good.
Keep us posted!! <3
Well I came up with something very creative, and don't have high expectations that he'll understand it but at least I will.

I absolutely hate Subway sandwiches. I used to love them but had WAYYY too often and got sick of them.

And I happen to know he loves them.

So

I plan on getting him one and putting a white flag sticking out of it, in person, and ask him for a truce and apologize for being snippy.

It's super cheesy but hey.. I thought it was a lighthearted way of apologizing.

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post #387 of 1060 Old 09-04-2013, 07:30 PM
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I love Subway~ get me a club, a 5$ footlong, and skip the white flag. I'll be your friend forever!
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I love Subway~ get me a club, a 5$ footlong, and skip the white flag. I'll be your friend forever!
I hope he feels the same way about it. I'll skip the flag (it was my friend's idea about adding the surrender flag) but I think the message of food will register better with him lol.
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Mission Apology sandwich was a hit :)
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That's all you're going to tell us?!
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