So I lunged until he was tired...a total of an hour and a half of pure cantering / flip outs. He was sweaty and steamy. I slap the saddle and bridle on um and he seems to find more energy. So I got on him and sat for about 10 minutes. Walked a quarter of the arena and stoped again. Waited a bit then dismounted. I belived it was a small start. Baby steps...
Lessons went well. I was a nervous wreck and was singing trying to calm down. I had to lunge him before lessons and he was sweatin like a dog so he was finee. Lol I think this is an improvement.
I want it to be summer. I really do. I miss being able to canter freely without having to worry about a bolt or a buck. To actually try for a headset and feel confident in the saddle again! To be able to ride in the arena by myself without having to deal with some Honor sass :P. To possibly be able to do canter classes and dressage with a herd bound horse. To get the most collected canter ever while getting the adreniline rush of cantering on trails. To bathe!! Oh to give my horse a bath, and to watch him joyfully roll out in the pasture, blanketless. To have my Honor back <3