02-15-2010, 02:15 PM
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I believe I've had somewhat of an awakening with all the time I've had to think. As everyone that reads this and knows me personally knows, My confidence is shot to peices and I would give anything to ride another horse besides my own. But no, that's now how things are going to work, because that would mean giving up on everything I've put into Honor and losing my best friend. So I believe I've come up with an idea...
Yes I am slowly getting back into the groove of things, but this is taking too long and I feel my mind is controling my emotions. If that makes any sense...So this may take a while, but I'm going to give it a try. I'm going to try to forget that anything ever happened. That Honor is the horse that I knew in the summer, fall and early winter, and continue (start over) all the training I have done. Yes this means I may have to put off dressage for yet another year, and canter classes also. But its something I can live with. Honor was in not-so-good condition last year for show season, so Im going to consider that a "practice year" or something along the lines of that. I'm going to take this season seriously (I always have, just now I have to refocus) and figure out what we can really do as a team. I'm going to stick to my Walk/Trot Eq. And Pleasure classes. And Halter of course. Heck, maybe a showmanship class or two, I can train him for that.
Okay, any opinions about this idea of mine? Good? Bad?