omg noooooo. I usually don't even get hangovers but me+tequila is just a bad combo lol
but omg guyz.....just omg.
first off. last night.....someone stole my sweatshirt!!!! I have this ratty ass old (seriously its like 10 years old...completely stretched out...has holes in it....doesn't even keep you warm) sweatshirt...I DISTINCTLY remember putting it in the washing machine first...and it just disappeared! I think it was the evil lawn gnomes. I don't know...but castle=completely devastated by the loss of my most favoritest sweatshirt ever...I seriously don't have a picture from like 6th grade when I got it till at LEAST jr yr in highschool without it....yeah I was one of those kids lo. AND I had some from my A-dult years too! so sad.
(i know i know its just an object)
but that's not even the OMG news.
so. I have these three friends....C (chica friend) M (guy friend married to C) and T (other guy friend) so C and M have this open relationship and C was dating T.
well I was in the tunnel ALL day today so I couldn't have my phone on me....I get out to my car and see a text first from T saying "hey you and me need to talk about something" then right under that a message from C "hey me and T broke up" (C actually texted me first)
so im like "Dafuq?!" and I text C asking if shes alright and whats going on....
her reply was "yeah im trying to be alright with it. he said he still loves me but he has feelings for another girl (wtf wtf wtf moment for me) and hes tired of hiding our relationship"
now I know that T has feelings for me....he not so subtly tried to tell me when we were both shmammered and I told him flat out that those feelings are not reciprocated on my end and hes like a brother to me....which in his drunken state he said okay and accepted that.....um APPARENTLY NOT!
so i haven't replied to him and im just planning on not until we're face to face on Saturday when i was gonna go hang with them. like ive never gotten the whole "open marriage" thing. marriage to me is one girl+one guy (or whatevs. i don't judge) making vows to love only each other for foreverz. and i hold to that.
i hope some day i have a relationship like my parents who are going on like 30+years i think
. and they love each other to death. no side people for them...
but back to the subject M, C, and T were never like blatantly obvious about it so you know it was never awkward trying to hang with them.
and as far as i know T is still moving with M and C to Colorado to live with B (the old BO of the ranch)....which is just a whole other wth can of worms thing that i don't even want to get into....
wtf.....i need my security blanket sweatshirt right about now