Katesrider011's journal. *****Rant*****

Sure I guess I'll start one of these. Why not? My psychology teacher said journaling is good for you

I haven't ridden in six weeks cause of rain. I love winter, but I hate all the rain that comes with it. I miss summer a lot right now. Everything just looks so.......Dead. The bright side of winter though is no horseflies which is always great. Horse flies bug the hell outta me and of course the horse, too. And It's not 88247835738295789325678356 degrees outside.

Yesterday I went to Memphis, TN to walk down Beale street and go to a Grizzlies game. Oh boy it was great fun, and the Grizzlies played great, so it was worth the trip. Beale street was fun too. We went to a restaurant called Huey's. Man oh man did it have some amazing burgers. And not to mention the fact that they let you shoot toothpicks into the ceiling. All and all it was a great weekend.

I made an 84 on my math test, I thought I had bombed it bad. An 84 wow I'm proud of myself. That's the highest I've made on a math test this year. I'm horrible at testing, and the teacher said as long as I do my homework that I'd be able to pass with no problem, so I do all my homework.

So last night I had a major anxiety attack for the first time in awhile. Usually they are just minor and I get over them quickly, but this one was different. My mind was going crazy. I probably should go to therapy for this, but usually spending time with my horse helps a great deal. It was just too cold, wet, and late to go outside with her. Luckily I was exhausted and was able to sleep.

It's snowing, this is the third time it's snowed this year. That rarely happens in Mississippi. We're lucky to get just one snow. It's so pretty, but I don't want to miss school tomorrow actually, make up days are never fun. I haven't ridden in 7 weeks due to sloppy wet weather. Boy I'd kill to have an indoor arena. Oh well, next week is all dry according to the weather so maybe I'll finally get to ride!

I'll finally get to do a riding lesson this Wednesday as long as everything goes well. I'll get to ride Kate this afternoon, I believe it's dry enough now to work on her walk, trot, and canter. She does bad at walking strangely. I think she is just still in that testing me stage. She's a good girl though.

Soo Dad found a summer job for me at one of the branches of the furniture manufacturing company he works for. I'm going to accept it and also hopefully I'll graduate if my grades are okay. I don't know the circumstances are good for me right now, If I don't graduate, I'll just get my GED and move on with my life. I've always wanted to do something in the police field if I can't do something with horses, and keep horses as a hobby.

What about joining a police mounted force? That way you get to do both :P

Omfg, I can not believe I didn't think of that. *Facepalm's myself* Very good Idea. Thanks! I've been researching too, a lot of police forces let you in with a GED from what i've read anyway.

Just a little FYI...a GED is way harder to get than a high school diploma. I really think bringing your grades up will be easier then getting a GED.

Yeah You're probably right. I was really just talking, cause I've been frustrated lately.