Katesrider011's journal. *****Rant*****

No no no this isn't good. No no, must not keep doing this. Don't get addicted, Cory. *Sigh* Must do good things to relieve my stress. Self harm is not an option. I can't believe I even thought that being an escape. Must not cut my wrists again, Mustn't do it again. Get back to reality, Cory. I need to ride Kate more.

Soooo.... Uhm yeah I haven't much to say, except I hate the world today. Everything in my eyes right now is disgusting. My friend hasn't talked to me this weekend, and all of a sudden she sees I'm about to cry in front of everyone today and cares to talk to me, because me and mom got in a fight this morning. Not a good start for a Monday, I feel a bad week coming on. Whatever, I don't even care anymore...

^^^ That sounds worrying :(

Sorry posted at the same time sounds like you could use some cheering up!!

Yeah... Well, it seems like it takes a lot to cheer me up now a days.

Well I would ask what's wrong but I'm sure you don't want to post it all over the net. I'm a good listener but I always seem to make it awkward when I say something lol

Well it was pretty much a fight with my mom. It's just a down day for me. One of those days nothing ever seems to go right for you, you know?

Mhm I have them all the time. I know what you mean I don't want anything to do with anybody on those days

Yeah, and those types of days seem to be increasing for me. But I don't want to shut down from my friends. My Senior year hasn't been all it's cracked up to be.

Yes its not always good to shut out friends especially if they are a good person to lean on. I've had a not so good senior year as well (no doubt different reason) but your not alone. :)