Thanks you guys!! You know I love hearing that we look good together!
I don't even know what is happening on my Facebook but that photo [which is my profile picture now!! haha] has OVER 55 'likes'. The most likes I think I've ever gotten from annnnnything was maybe 40-ish. BUT 55+?! People who have never liked anything, ever, that I've posted on Facebook+who I'm honestly just friends with cuz we used to work together or something..have liked it.
Last night my phone was blowingggg up with friends being all "YOUR FACEBOOK PICTURE!!? what is this?! IT'S THE CUTEST."
I don't know whether to feel really uncomfortable or be all "BOOM, world! BOOM. I hang out with a cute guy. Whattttt now."
I can't imagine what's happening to poor Gman. Some of the people who have liked that picture, I just know they texted him weird stuff like "MARRY HER." or something equally squirm-worthy.
One guy [the guy I liked before Gman, actually...awwwkward.] is good friends with Gman and 'knows' what's going on [as in, he's great at correctly "guessing" things] and he looooves to freak me/Gman out about it. Whenever I see that guy at church [he goes to our church too] he asks me where "my boyfriend" is, referring to Gman. Even though he knows 100% that that is NOT the case. People squirming uncomfortably is hilarious to that guy.
Anyway, I hate to think what that guy -specifically- texted to dear Gman.
Oh well. haha
And yeah, Zexious, a DTR defffffinitely needs to happen. I don't watch 'Awkward' but that was a term we used all the time at camp for two 'friends' having a lil' talk about their 'friendship'!
However, I really want him to initiate it since I can tend towards being bossy [which he would emphatically deny...but it's really true] and I don't want him to feel coerced or something.
Not to mention that I don't think I'm really "ready" yet and I realllly don't want to be all "yeah, I like you but I'm not ready but I wanted us to have a DTR so we could....feel more awkward about each other!".
Just standing there for a few minutes to take that picture, having my arm touching him for that long started making me really nervous. I have a junk ton of walls up to prevent "being hurt" and I know he does too. And then there's the whole factor of neither of us ever having been "in a relationship" before [ =neither of us has annnnny idea what we're doing]...we'll get there.
And then we'll have a fantastic love story to tell our grandkids.