Well I got back from the river yesterday! I had soooo much fun! It did get a little crazy lol. A guy from our group climbed up the rock wall and mooned everybody. Haha. It was pretty much just a big party. I didnt get to see Brett until late last night. He is so scared that I can't/won't be able to handle him leaving. He allways assumes that I'm going to leave him. I have told him over and over that I am strong enough. Him leavung isn't going to change my feelings for him and I will be here when he gets back. And if he doesn't come back? I don't know what I will do. It would kill me. But it's a chance I'm willing to take. I can't see myself without him. He is as much a part of me as my legs, lungs, heart, or hands. He completes me. I had people tell me yesterday (before I got to see brett after I got back) that I didnt seem myself. My 2nd mother (as she calls herself lol) told me "girl, you need to go see Bubba." lol My family calls him bubba. Well I'm going to go to Bretts house. Lol tata for now!