I went to bretts last rodeo before he leaves last night. It was an ok rodeo. Nothing spectacular. Brett stayed with me last night. I love the feeling of him snuggled up with me. It's the best. Today he is having a going away party thing. It's really starting to hit me that's he's leaving. IDK how I will survive. Im going to be so depressed. Ugh.I don't want to think about it or I will cry. I'm going to snuggle up with him in bed and watch tv.