My crazy life<3 *ranting & sad stuff pretty much*

Hey ya'll(:
So this is going to be my journal not that anyone will probably pay attension to it. But ignore any spelling errors it's a little hard to type with your boyfriends head on your lap. So I hope you enjoy my crazy life.

So lets start out with the resent stuff. I have an amazing boyfriend Regan we've been dating 4 years. He does motocross when he's not riding bulls. On Friday he was doing a race and he got in a really bad crash:/ He broke both his legs, his pelvis, 3 ribs, and his right arm. And he hurt his neck and has to wear a neck brace</3:/ I feel so bad for him and hate seeing him in pain. And I'm sitting on his bed & he has his head on my lap and his neck brace is like digging into my leg</3 I don't know why this boy always wants to use me as a pillow(:

I think the pain is starting to set in allot more for Regan, he pretty much just slept all day well when he was comfortable enough to sleep... But, I finally left him after not doing so for days and I rode my barrel horse Betty, who well gets a bit crazy if you don't ride her. And I just love how I'm up right now because my boyfriend sleeps all day long and then wont let me sleep at night.

So, as most of you know my boyfriend got in a really mbd accident doing motocross. Well, we are suppost to go on vacation to France & Italy next week for 2 1/2 weeks. There is no way I see him getting on a plane and getting stuck going out even for a little bit. But his parents still want us to go and think it would be a good exsperiance for the two of us. Pretty much it's a horible situation. I just don't really know what we're doing or what I should do about it. Any Thoughts?

It's been a little over 2 weeks now.. Regan's still in so much pain & I think I got him sick because I wasn't feeling well, and now he feels like ****. So he has a doctors apointment at the hospital in an hour. Hopefully everything will go well!

When Regan went to the doctors the other day they took the cast off of his arm and took more x-rays, all of it was healing well except his wrist so they put a screw in.

I rode my baby Tamara for the first time today she did so wonderful, only threw a few bucks at first, but then she was perfect!

Reg & I are are going shopping & we're going out for dinner tonight. We'll see how that goes...