Join Date: Dec 2011
Location: Central Oklahoma
• Horses: 0
Well, the past two days have been hard.
I started working again for this week( I work three on, four off).
I work in fast food, but before you start thinking "oh, that's easy.", it isn't.
My job would be easy IF everyone else would do their job. Instead, I'm stucking running my drive-thru register, another register, making food, answering the phone which is the MANAGER'S responsibility, bag orders, deal with and FIX complaints. All in all, I run the store. Through all of this, my nerves are shredded. I do this for 7-9 hours 3 days a week.
I'm a stress eater. When I'm stressed, I eat. Gives me something to do and think about when I try to forget why I'm stressing to begin with.
:/......I've gained four pounds since thursday. I feel like crap. Like a really, really, big piece of crap.
My parents are allowing me to work until the beginning of may. Which is something to look forward to.
I really hate my job, and right now, I have a SPLITTING headache.
But, I just have to remember how much I want this. I want to be an american soldier and a part of something bigger and better than I could be on my own.
I have to buckle down and get down to business. I want to lose the weight, I need to lose the weight, and I am GOING to lose the weight.
Mark my words, I will be the best I can be and what I choose to be in this life.
Nothing is going to stand in my way.