Dear Journal ;
This is my first entry; but I feel as if my journal is more of a blog. Oh well.
Well I am only just getting over the death of my old loan pony Toby I can't get over the fact he has actually gone; he was a legend; I seriously hate colic -- its horrible and he was so young only six I had loaned him since he was four he taught me to jump and the first pony I went to a show with ; god I really will miss him so much ; :( and this girl because I had to give Toby up to get my own pony and he died a few weeks after this girl on msn says :
Well you did give him up ...
And she gave up her loan to get her own horse how would she feel if I said it to her I really felt so sad when I found out I was in such a state I was screaming and crying really loud I was crying for days; -sigh-
Today I have just been roleplaying on bebo
Because I have just got home from my holiday; I got to do western riding with this horse called joby it was so fun ; western riding is so comfortable to sit in ; loved it. I want to buy shadow a western bridle and saddle lol ; I loved it that much.
Anyways I should be going off bye x