It seems the only 'constant' in my life are my horses. Everything in the world can happen, and they'll just listen to you talk, cry, or whatever you need to do. Don't get me wrong, I have the most best friend I could ask for that understands everything, but you just need some time 'alone'. I just went out to the pasture where Topless is and just brushed him and talked to him and fed him treats. It made me feel so much better, and he looked alot better since I had cleaned every speck of dirt off of him and I didn't even realize it. I'm sure he enjoyed it as well. I didn't have a halter on him or anything and he just stood there and enjoyed it. It makes me happy whenever I'm with my animals, they're incredible to me.
I'm glad he puts up with me already, lol. I'm so weird. I rely so much on my animals, they're just perfect. They're not going to intentionally hurt you, or resist you when you're giving them an almost strangling hug. But I've always been like that. My parents do show favoritism, and anyone will tell you that. I honestly don't care that they do, it's not like I rely on them for comfort. I realized that being wronged so much will help you get where you're going and understand everything. It just hurts alot when you're parents will tell you they don't love you and you should move out because you can't handle that, or steal all of your hard earned college money to use on God knows what and lie about it. It just makes me realize some people (and all animals) will be there for you before your family will. I can't explain the relationship I have with my dogs and horses, even my cows. I know I would go to the world and back for them, and they'd do the same for me. It's honestly the most amazing thing. You give them a home, food, and affection, and they'll give you everything they have and more. I know very few people who would do that much. The loyalty and animal will show towards a person is unbelievable. They will give their life to save yours. If you just sit there and think about it, animals are perfect. I can argue for the rest of my life when people say animals don't go to Heaven. If there really is a nice and perfect place called Heaven, animals would be there. It wouldn't be nice and perfect without them. Atleast to me. The thought of being in Heaven without my dogs or horses kills me. People will tell me "It's a perfect place, you'll constantly be happy, blah blah blah, but their will be no animals. They don't have souls!". If animals weren't there, I wouldn't be happy. I'd have to be on some strong medication to make me happy without them. I do believe they have souls, too.
Look at me. Turning into a rant!