Im sick of this crap Chels. What can I do?

You thought of her, awwwww. Im not too bad, just sick of this crap, ya know. Are you allowed o come down in the holidays?

I thought of Kate yesterday, I wish I had of met her... Some people dont understand, I know.. How are you :'( love you xoxo

Yeah not too bad. Got to school and cried and wanted SOMEONE to be sympathetic with me but no, she just looked at me and said "Oh your crying" I swear im gonna crack one day!!

Hey, oh thats right she shares birthdays with my mum... :'( aww.. How are you holding up bub? i love you.. You are so strong remember that. Im going ok..

Hey Are you going home? Well today is a bad day. Kate would be 12 today.

Hey, it's starting to get better again. C ignored me completely for a little bit.. The horses are good, still sick though. Mums coming up tomorrow im excited! :) How about you?

Why? Are you ok? Still sick? I want you to come down in the holidays. You will be allowed. That is if you are allowed to leave the school. (I don't know what you do in boarding school).

:'( no.

Chels, are you ok?