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  1. Beauseant
    12-29-2011 02:29 AM - permalink
    Beauseant
    Well, it is 2:30 am here and I should try to get a few hours sleep or I will feel awfu in the morning.....

    Are you ready to swap childhood stories later today? mine isn't very pretty. I hope yours is a happier story than mine.
  2. Beauseant
    12-29-2011 02:24 AM - permalink
    Beauseant
    It will happen! Because it is destined to.....
  3. Beauseant
    12-29-2011 02:23 AM - permalink
    Beauseant
    I certainly am looking forward to meeting you one day. I cannot wait to introduce you to Mr. Beau. I think about it all the time. He is so....i dont know how to explain it...mesmerizing. Remember his stalker i told you about? my daughter saw her in the store the other day and she was asking questions about him again....she is one weird woman. anyhow....i can't wait to meet you one day....I know it may seem impossible right now, but remember what i said about destiny...what is meant to be will be .....no matter how difficult or far away it seems....
  4. Beauseant
    12-29-2011 02:19 AM - permalink
    Beauseant
    when i was a kid, my dad used to tease me about not wanting to eat meat. But never in a mean way, just a joking way. He asked me why i didnt eat meat and i told him because there are VEINS in it....he thought i was being funny. I wasn't .... i was only 10 or so years old when I saw a vein in a chicken leg i was eating. I felt sick. it was then I realized that this thing was once a living creature...now it was dead and I am eating it. i found the whole idea repulsive. Plus, when I was only 6 I saw my parents kill chickens we had for eating.... they chopped their heads off...and....well, i cannot talk about it...it was bloody and disgusting. certainly not something to enhance a person's appetite.
  5. Revengeance
    12-29-2011 02:06 AM - permalink
    Revengeance
    'But there is something that bothers me a bit ... are you looking forward to meeting me one day too ? I hate to auto-invite myself when someone might not want me there.'

    I'd like an answer to this too , a true one please ..

    BTW .. i've told you that i've convinced my parents recently to not buy so many meat products cause i'm not eating them anymore ... My mom simply doesn't give up .. she asks me continously why I don't want meat and tries to make me eat meat ... lol. And i've told her clearly that I don't want to eat animals anymore ... if this doesn't say it clear enoguh I don't know what would .. She still asks continously ..

    But i'm strong on my position .. though she makes me feel like i'm so mother-less .... always tries to give me the impression if i'm not like her i'm nothing ....

    I get the feeling that she accepted just because she thinks i'll give up eventually , but she's **** wrong.
  6. Beauseant
    12-29-2011 01:55 AM - permalink
    Beauseant
    I could mention that I am steadfastly against hunting, but I am sure you already know that....what with me being a pseudo vegetarian. Eating meat makes me feel nauseous sometimes....the only thing I can force myself to eat is chicken. And that is only when I have to. Even so, when I do so I get these awful visions in my head of what the animal I am eating suffered and lived through before being slaughtered...and then it's impossible to take a bite out of that hamburger or steak. I have always been like this. I wrote an anti hunting poem when I was 8 years old......
  7. Beauseant
    12-29-2011 01:54 AM - permalink
    Beauseant
    I know exactly what you mean by the feeling of pressure on your chest. i get that alot...especially if I see something that makes me really really sad. Like an animal in pain or being abused....during hunting season we saw a herd of deer run through the pasture. One in the back was just a baby, and it was limping, probably grazed by a hunter's bullet or hurt itself running to get away from the hunters...it was trying to keep up with the herd because being left in the back could mean death by predator, be it an animal or human predator. watching it running to keep up with it's family and limping and in obvious pain made my heart actually hurt. It felt like my heart was really breaking.
    ...
  8. Revengeance
    12-29-2011 01:48 AM - permalink
    Revengeance
    And ... I wanna hear all about your childhood (unless it really bothers you) ... I want to see if it's in any way similar to mine . But from what you've told me so far .. you've had a good mother unlike me .. or maybe i'm wrong ... tell me more please.
  9. Revengeance
    12-29-2011 01:39 AM - permalink
    Revengeance
    Unfortunately ... i'm mostly like that ... and it feels as if something is really putting pressure on my chest sometimes . But talking to you makes me feel better ... and the ideea in my mind that i will visit you one day and your friends too ... and the ideea of getting to work with horses one day ... and thats quite all . But there is something that bothers me a bit ... are you looking forward to meeting me one day too ? I hate to auto-invite myself when someone might not want me there.

    But atm .... talking to you is the only thing that helps me be more happy ... and occasionaly doing things that make me forget about all .. like homeworks and all that ... but that isn't a real cure ... it's just ... wasting time thinking on something else.
  10. Beauseant
    12-29-2011 01:37 AM - permalink
    Beauseant
    Anyhow, i don't want you to think I am always sad and depressed. i have happy moments here and there. Just not alot. lol

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    owner of 6 yr. old TB gelding & 9 yr. old Belgian mare

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