I'll tell you later when you get up why i'm not 100% into the "destiny" thing . If i would just continue talking you won't get to sleep at all . GN , SD !

But what about the toys .... they don't have feelings. See , i'm weirder. lol

Well ... trees are alive too , they grow up too .. so ... maybe they have feelings too ... who knows ...

Well .. i think you'll be happy yo know that my christmass tree is a plastic one ... (it wasn't because my mom thinked trees are important ... it was because she didn't wnat to waste money on a tree every year)

Srry for keeping you up so late . Really ... go to sleep now .. it's getting reaaaally late .. and it would mess up your schedule. See ya tommorow , sweet dreams !

Thank you , I feel better now.

Hmm .. and was wondering a bit ... just a fun question ... maybe something very psychological alike . When I was little I always had great care with the toys I was playing , and even if somehow something did break .. I always tried to repair it ... and EVEN if it wasn't really repairable ... I coudn't throw it away .. i felt really bad for them ... lol , plastic things .... What do you think about this .. does it have to do anything with my personality lol?

Btw .. another fun thing for me ... Can you tell me the road on which you live so I can search for it on google maps .. I wanna see your house .. lol

Ok , good night , wish you'll have some great dreams this night .. maybe you'll tell me about a nice dream you'll have

'But there is something that bothers me a bit ... are you looking forward to meeting me one day too ? I hate to auto-invite myself when someone might not want me there.'

I'd like an answer to this too , a true one please ..

BTW .. i've told you that i've convinced my parents recently to not buy so many meat products cause i'm not eating them anymore ... My mom simply doesn't give up .. she asks me continously why I don't want meat and tries to make me eat meat ... lol. And i've told her clearly that I don't want to eat animals anymore ... if this doesn't say it clear enoguh I don't know what would .. She still asks continously ..

But i'm strong on my position .. though she makes me feel like i'm so mother-less .... always tries to give me the impression if i'm not like her i'm nothing ....

I get the feeling that she accepted just because she thinks i'll give up eventually , but she's damn wrong.

And ... I wanna hear all about your childhood (unless it really bothers you) ... I want to see if it's in any way similar to mine . But from what you've told me so far .. you've had a good mother unlike me .. or maybe i'm wrong ... tell me more please.

Unfortunately ... i'm mostly like that ... and it feels as if something is really putting pressure on my chest sometimes . But talking to you makes me feel better ... and the ideea in my mind that i will visit you one day and your friends too ... and the ideea of getting to work with horses one day ... and thats quite all . But there is something that bothers me a bit ... are you looking forward to meeting me one day too ? I hate to auto-invite myself when someone might not want me there.

But atm .... talking to you is the only thing that helps me be more happy ... and occasionaly doing things that make me forget about all .. like homeworks and all that ... but that isn't a real cure ... it's just ... wasting time thinking on something else.

Btw ... not now ... it's getting quite late at you .. but when you have time one day ... I would like to know more about your childhood , parents ... and all that till the present day ... if you don't mind telling of course.

Yea .... I saw you were really into your thread there and didn't want to bother you yesterday ... so I didn't say much . I can't explain either why people hate with no reasons ... or maybe they have reasons ... maybe they are jealous or something as stupid as this ... idk what's in their mind ... I can't even figure out what's in my parents minds ....

i've seen some even at the start of your post yesterday ... i'm rather glad when I miss nasty posts . I'll try to sing that poem you've made today ... hope i'll find a good melodic line ... and maybe ill try to make a happier one too .... if you're ok with it

Or idk ... maybe a song that starts sad and ends happy ... ? O.o
What do you think ?