Originally Posted by Maple
Do you live with your grandfather, or could you? You clearly don't like being alone. I know you have your reasons, but possibly some therapy could help you? Being so far from town I'm somewhat amazed you have so many problems with security? I would think being so remote would mean the dodgy people would have to put a lot of effort into causing trouble.
No I don't live with my grandfather and I can't he has a one bedroom cabin, if I want to sleep in the barn or outsde I guess I could but it gets about 8 degrees at night. It is a very small community but there are a lot of drugs in the area people could be stealing for money to get dope.
I tried therapy, the lady put me on drugs that made me suicidal. So she put me on a different drug(i told her I don't like drugs). And then I got really angry and went to jail for punching her but it was the drug she put me on. She said I have post tramatic stress disorder. She took my service dog away from me and I went to heck... I mean BAD. She said there was no way my dog was helping my anxiety, but if I have my dog with me I don't get as nervous just hanging out with people or shopping. So I went in and renewed his licence as a service dog with a different doctor. Therapy didnt help me, the people in high school forced me to go to one and after talking to her for a while they pulled me out of school because I had random attacks and would flip out on people and just start punching them.
Also I should mention social services tried to take me when I was younger, and I was so bad they took me back after a day.