Yes I do. I've always put the family first and lately, we've had some issues come up that have had me put off riding yet again. I find it tough because people I know are moving ahead in riding and living the dream so to speak. I'm not happy and know I need to do something about it-a paradigm shift so to speak. Just went on youtube, you probably know about the Ted talks, there was an inspirational speech about making sure you find a support group, even a group of loosely knit friends who "get" it and support you. Find the big problem is time, always finances in this sport and interruptions-especially when it comes to a family. Think maybe a plan, sport psychologist, budget-maybe all of it. Any ideas, please share. Good Luck to you. Try to live the dream if that's what makes you happy. I'm glad you posted this.