I don't think you are too big either. I think you look quite nice. I have often worried about it too. I have never been small, even when I was showing full time. I am trying to except who I am. I am super healthy (healthier than most "skinny" people I know), and strong (I've been known to carry 2 50 lb bags of feed to the barn at the same time
) My husband thinks I am the hottest thing going, and my horse doesn't grunt and fall over when I get on him, so I say I'm all good!!!
Try not to worry about those skinny girls....I use to beat the pants off of those skinny girls when I was in the show ring!!! Literally.....I would beat them until their pants fell off........jk......or am I?