Gained a lot of weight recently and feeling awful

Ummm...whether it's a good thing or not is up for debate. My boyfriend wants me to be. I'm a little more hesitant at this stage. I have a nine-year-old son from my previous marriage and I definitely want more kids, but I don't think we're in a good place to have kids right now. I work at a minimum wage job, Monday through Friday, 8-5. My boyfriend runs a vending machine business for his mom and she doesn't pay him (she pays the mortgage on the house we live in, in lieu of actual pay). They're looking to sell the business and my boyfriend is looking for a job, but we live in a small town. And then there's the big one. We're not married. We do plan on getting married, but yeah.
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Ok, well take a deep breath and go get a test. The not knowing for sure will make you crazy!