Everything happens for a reason right? With everything that's happened with Silver (read this if you don't know what I'm referring to 48 hours in... Fall off the new horse!! ) and all of the bad look I've had looking at other horses, I'm beginning to think that the universe is trying to tell me to KEEP AMBER and try working through all of my issues. I know it will mean just going back to the beginning with her and just walking and trotting for quite a while but maybe she's just meant to be mine, idk!!
I watched her do a lesson today with this very nice man who likes her a lot, man did he have her cruising, cantering around and around and jumping xrails at the canter, he had her pumped up, she was swapping her leads (Which I've never seen her do) and being so so so awesome, I'd love to be able to ride her like that one day. I got on her for about 15 minutes after his lesson on her/
Some pictures from today. I had a near panic attack riding her today, there were so many horses in the arena (and that has never ever bothered me before) and I just freaked out, but got through it and even managed to trot a bit!! It's going to be a long long road but idk maybe we can do it!