She's A Glitch
Just a short video I made. Didn't spend too much time on it and was crying for most of the editing so sorry if it's a bit sub par/off time.
It pretty much just sums up how I've been feeling lately. Just unwanted, a screw up, a problem, terrible rider etc. And just all of my frustrations welling up into one big ball of meltdown city. My brain feels like it's going to explode and my headache is not helping me either.
Ugh sorry I was rambling. This is a "thinking too much and getting out some frustration through editing" video.
I'm sorry you're having a hard time, I understand how hard life can hit you sometimes...
Hugs and keep strong, we all support you here. I liked the video actually.
I don't see a Glitch or a failure there. But, how a person feels isn't always based in reality. Feelings have a life of their own. I have been feeling similarly, lately; like a failure, a crummy rider, everything going wrong, etc. Just because I am older doesnt' mean I don't get to feeling that way. It gets easier as you get older, but it never quite goes away. I am glad you feel comfortable enough here to share .
Thanks guys. Sorry it took so long to reply for some reason I'm not getting email alerts about threads anymore.
I'm trying to keep my head up. Trying as hard as I possibly can but I just feel like I'm drowning. Everything just keeps piling up, piling up, piling up and it's getting to be overwhelming. It's gotten to the point where I believe I am having anxiety attacks ( rapid heartbeat, difficulty breathing, dizziness, and unfortunately insomnia again(but I've always been prone to that))
Ugh. I know I'll pull through this, I always have before. This time is just taking so much longer than usual. And to be honest it's really, really draining.
~sigh~ I wish life came with a help manual.
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Is that your video?? I saw that, and loved it! It's beautiful, I love that pony! Cute as a button.
Awesome video! I'm sorry you are feeling down, though. Here's hoping things improve for you, and quickly!! :)
Thanks guys. I went to a show last night and I'm feeling much better. Dice was ace in all of the events. Listened like and angel and smooth as butter, it made me so happy. Tbird did well too which made me really happy since for some reason this show season we haven't been doing well at all but last night we made out with some nice, clean runs. I couldn't be prouder of my two boys.
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