For everybody that don't know. After several accidents I was very scared to ride again. Met CC, a troubled horse, not the horse to regain confidence with but we bonded and now I'm trying to regain confidence on him.
And what a weekend we had. He was so amazing. Everybody were jumping and I was so scared to jump. Have previously jumped, and higher, but not right for jumping at the moment. Anyway I sat there and they said just try. I bend over and told CC how scared I am and that I don't know if I can do it but I'm going to try. He is usually so hasty when going into a jump but with me he went so gentle into the jump. He made it so easy that we jumped a couple of times. My husband who jumps with him said he has never ever seen CC so relaxed, so calm. I know that people might say I'm crazy but I believe he did it to help me, he knew I was scared, he could've easily gotten away with not doing it but he wanted me to do it. He's acting so calm lately.