I got terrified last day. After some groundwork I decided to set my gelding free to have some fun in the empty arena and let down some steam by playing with him. He started a canter, got all excited because it had started to snow, started galloping...slipped, fell, and slided for a few meters on his side, then took a moment to get back on his legs, looking so ashamed of himself. But I was shocked and afraid he might have hurt himself seriously... Luckily, he's completely ok, it was a nasty fall, but with no ill efects. Still, for a moment, the whole world froze before my eyes.
I have come a long way, to surrender my shadow to the shadow of my horse.