Join Date: Apr 2015
Location: Northern Florida
It's crazy how the brain works. You are bouncing around because you are tensing up, this you know. Right now you seem like you can't help but to tense up so just don't canter until you are over it, it's no big deal.
I fell off during a spook and hurt myself.earlier this year. I didn't get right back on because I couldn't physically. As soon as my body started to heal enough to get back on I was riding again. A couple of years ago I was in my house, on a ladder and the ladder tipped and I came crashing down. I think I had a sort of panic attack because it felt like my throat was starting to close up. Grabbed a drink of water and the sensation went away. Physically, I didn't get hurt at all, but guess what, it was almost six months before I could get myself back on that ladder. I had been on ladders a million times throughout my life but suddenly I was nervous about it. For some reason my mind decided ladders are no good but riding was just fine, why? I have no idea.
There will be only one of you for all time. Fearlessly be yourself.
Coffee is my spirit animal