Join Date: Aug 2010
Location: Southeastern PA
Kylie, I am late to this, but I feel that you need someone in your life that you can talk to, whenever you need that. I am the only person of my name, on FB, and I email, and text. I am a foster parent of boys your age, so I don't want to put my personal info out there for the kids parents to find. I am more than willing to be that person to help you through it, message me and I will give you my FB, cell and email.
You should message me over me messaging you, as you need to want to change, and you need to want the help. I am right here Hun, ready to help if I can.
I've had 30 kids, all like you, and I've had a lot who have gone on to do well. I've had a lot of kids who were abusive to animals, and even killed them as they were so angry. Most (not all, as I am not a magician) are now doing well.
You have a bunch of things going on, you have your family stuff, but then you have your personalty that is deliberately taking that out on your horse. You already know that's not ok. Talk to me.
You are being bullied in school - that can be fixed. Your mom isn't getting it - if you let me, when you trust me, and only if you trust me, as you would have to give me the contact info, I can talk to your mom. There's a lot that can be fixed here.
You don't have to be this way. I am willing to help you, if you will let me.