Ever since the first day I got on a horse until now, over a decade later, I've had mounting/dismounting anxiety. I have no idea why.. I've never even ridden a horse that gave me a bad experience with it, but for some reason it takes me forever, mentally, to make myself get on the horse, and to get off at the end. I have zero problem in the saddle once I'm on, it's just getting on and getting off. It's honestly embarrassing, and it's one of the reasons I prefer riding when the barn is empty, because I hate the feeling of people watching me be weird.