So I guess I just kinda needed to voice my whining here...
I work at a reined cowhorse barn. We have a lot of really nice horses. I don't normally get attached to the training horses, but I've gotten really, really attached to one in particular. :/
I've posted about her a couple times, but it's getting down to the wire. I thought maybe I would have the money to buy her by now, but I don't. The trainer i work for says she is ready to sell and he wants her gone. There is someone coming after thanksgiving to look at all the two year olds and pick one out that she wants. I'm terrified she's going to pick my little filly.
I don't think the trainer is going to be open to payments...:/ So now I don't know what to do. I know I'm probably never going to really own her, but I'm still hanging onto hope for the time being.
Sigh. She's like my little Selena in every way except her color. Same personality, same attitude, same sweet face. She's been beyond easy to train and she works so good every time. The trainer hates her though because she's "****y"...You have to ask her instead of demanding it, and that doesn't suit him. Regardless, she is a wonderful, incredible filly with a giant heart.
I know there will be more horses down the line but I'm just pouting because THIS is the horse I want.
She's the type of horse I always dreamed of having for myself, and now here she is in front of me and I can't do anything about it. I could afford her upkeep once she gets home but I can't fork out several thousand for her now...
So for now I'm pouting and sad...:/