Weesatche and Armadillos
I've wanted to start a journal here for a long time but never did it because I couldn't decide on a title. (Dumb reason I know). But I've decided to just do it. Living where I do, we have tons of Weesatche and Armadillos and they both play into the ups and downs of horse ownership here, so I guess it's fitting.
Anyways, I have a confession to make..... it's been about 18+ months since the last time I rode. And that's not because I lack a horse. I've had Mocha since 2015. She's sound and ridable. She's not the problem. I am. Life has found a way to suck the fun out of everything for me lately.
2019 has been a not great year and it shows. I know that there are many people who have it way way worse than I do and I try to remind myself of that every day. But I want 2020 to be a much better year. I have my goals in mind. Reasonable and attainable ones as well as a couple of harder ones.
One of my main goals is to get back in the saddle, er well bareback since I gave my saddle to my sister, and ride more. I want to find the joy again. I want to work on giving the gremlins(stress, anxiety and insomnia) the boot from my life. To start living again.