So it's been many months out of the saddle and yet I find myself here again. Some maturation has been done, some problems persist, but everything should be taken in stride. I thin I've had this account for quite a few years now and looking back at the very low points is a learning process. Even now. I am horse-less and lesson-less currently. So this journal may be a little less 'horsey'? At least for right now.
I managed to finally snag a job as I continue to look for a more beneficial/stable one. Right now however I'm going to take care of myself...I have the flu this late into spring, so I'm trying not to stress about things. My mindset has been up and down a lot, but I've been pretty calm these past few weeks. I really miss riding, and seeing the people I know have riding opportunities is sometimes a tough pill to swallow, but the main concern before any lesson is finances. I need to be back where I was and more--and I will get there. Discipline is needed. It's funny-once you get out there in the real world, you start following advice you never thought you'd listen to. I guess you stop being a kid in a way.
Anywho, if anything 'horsey' is to be done soon, my friend and I were gifted tickets to see the Belmont race again, and along with her some family will be there too. I hope there will be lovely weather just as last time.
-yes I know this is an 'old thread' but it's my journal thread.-
cantering on, into the familiar and unknown