Doubts and cold feet...
Hi...itís me again. A few days ago I told my parents I donít want a horse this year,that I still want one,just not this year.
Iím kind of worried that it will take over my childhood,I suppose. Worried that I wonít have time to do ANYTHING else. Driving to see it seems a lil annoying,I know boarding is nice,but Iím an introvert so the thought of having to be around people to see my horse seems stressful and Iím worried people will think I do everything wrong.
I guess the doubts started with the money. Horses arenít cheap. My family likes vacations and Iím worried they wonít be able to do them because of something ďIĒ wanted. I would work off part of board,which adds time.
I love dogs,and would like another one,but how am I going to find the time to spend time with the dog I have,train another puppy to be a well behaved dog and take care of and ride my horse,along with working off board?
Iím worried come summer Iíll get the horse bug again...then what? Did anyone have any of these feelings before getting a horse? How did it work out?