I will not smack her.
Normally I hardly ever smack my horse.
This is like the first time.
Also I normally never hit my mare unless I feel like she needs it.
You really contradict yourself in your posts. First you say you never smack her. Then you say you've only done it one time. Then you say you do it when she needs it.
So which is it?
From what I'm gathering, you smack your horse a lot; or at least more than you admit to.
Cause if I can't worm her she'll be sold. Parents say if I can't handle her she's gone. Then no more horses.
I think you're parents are *almost* on the right track.
Based on all your INJURIES from this horse, and all your repeated troubles with this horse, and your lack of a support system, I do honestly think it would be in your best interest if your parents sell her
. That would be the right track.
Maybe you can re-explore horses when you are older, and you have enough money to hire a professional trainer to help you.
Based on all your previous issues, I just can only see this going one way for you: You getting hurt. Yet again.