I guess I'm feeling sad cause I feel like I'm never going to get to should my horse. I feel like I'm going to be riding in my ex trainers ex in laws back yard forever. I just don't know to get myself into showing. Ever chance I got to show when the ex trainer was still there, were ruined each time by said ex trainer. For no other reason than she was jealous of my horse Shaggy and was afraid we would beat her daughter and the mare she rode at the time. I honestly believe that she was mad that I bought Shaggy and she didn't but oh well thats in the past. I just wish I knew how to go about getting myself to a show. Im too old 4h stuff now and thats the only local stuff I know of. I don't know if there are any breed shows around either. Guess i've babbled enough. Thanks to anyone who decided to read this.