Dreamcatcher Arabians· Registered
It sounds to me like you have more going on than just 'unmotivated'. I suggest you figure out what that is, and then decide if you still want to ride or to even have horses. I'll leave you with something my father used to tell us kids. "Don't look for a place to make you happy. Find a way to be happy in the place you're in.". He was a very wise man.